12 am as I did my last round of Facebook stalking before I went to bed.
I saw this...
Which basically knocked me outta my chair.
Instantly I looked into it.
And unfortunately it was true..
A teacher I once knew- was murdered in Egypt.
T_T
It got me thinking..
How many things in life have we done that we regret or wished we did?
And which is worst,
To say something and wish you hadn't.
Or
To say nothing and wished you had.
This one year away,
I've gone through 2 deaths.
Before this, no one close to me has ever left me.
Now, 2 are gone.
1 was my dear cousin.
Once upon time, we were so close.
Playing, talking, doing everything together.
But then we grew up..and grew apart too.
What was my last words to her? Probably bye.
Who would've thought that would be the last time.
It's all so surreal. Till this day.
I remember my few conversations with Mr.Pelland.
He never taught me anything, but he was a good trekking buddy.
I remember asking him for help, but he said no.
"Do it yourself and you'll feel so much better."
He was right.
I climbed that mountain all on my own.
All of this just reminds me of how fragile life is and how stupid I am for wasting my worrying on such futile things.
So, if you had one wish..
Would you use it to change your past?
Or
Your future?
<\3 XOXO
-Linnies-
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