Up until now I've been so excited bout the new school year startin!! :D
But today,
Not so much anymore... :(
First off, my class schedule sucks.
Not a day off and I have quite a few long days (9-6.30)
Plus, I work weekends.
And my boss decided to give me Mon and Fri shifts too..
:(
Mon is the worst. Class starts at 9 ends at 6.30
Then work at 7-9 pm.
Sure I have breaks in between but still.
Talk about Monday blues..
Anyways,
Coming home from work today,
I was SOOOOO exhausted.
Emotionally. Physically. Mentally.
Just plain drained.
Wanted to go to the museum again but I really couldn't move no more.
It didn't help that today my apartment decided to test its fire alarms either.
The whole afternoon it was ringing.
So annoying!!
Seriously.
Anyways,
Being so tired, it finally dawn on to me that I'm taking on a lot this school year!
- Full course load is 30 credits, I'm doing 33 (talk bout being over ambitious!)
- Working 4 days a week
- Volunteering as vice pres. of campus fundraising for a NGO thing called Unite for Sight
Sigh..
Tried to drop 3 credits but can't (I need everything),
Can't get outta work (my boss scares the livin lights outta me) but I think I'm gonna try,
Need scholarship and actually like volunteering so can't back out.
What to do?
I fear I'm gonna crash and burn.
But don't think I will.
I will persevere and work hard (sacrificing my social life :C )
Just that Cranky Linnies will be here more often than anyone (even myself) would like.
Sorry girls, not gonna be that friendly a coach anymore.
<3 XOXO
-Tired Linnies-
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